It is said that the only history that matters is that of the conqueror and not that of the conquered…
My God is the Conqueror. Jesus is the King. Though evil in its multi-faceted ways seems to be winning, God has already won the victory.
Even though it looks bleak and the trials are strong, God has already walked through time and made His vision for this world prevail. It’s only a matter of time until the conquered get their just reward.
So hold on. Hold onto the promise of the Conqueror. The history of your life is already written in Heaven. You win if you trust God. That’s the only history that will matter in eternity.